Your little feet could not run at all, never mind fast enough to outwit your pursuers, so why linger in the defeat? You could not have escaped, nor could you have let anyone know what became of you.
The memory of this anguish was as bad as the pain you felt from your tormentors.
In the beginning it was starvation they planned, this being a subtle form of releasing demons. It was said that demons lived within the strong will, to use that will as their own. Starvation would weaken your permanent state of resistance.
Many days and nights passed in this cage without food or water. Eventually, water was provided sparingly, for it was not to kill you that they were engaged. It was to blame you for being weak in the eyes of the Lord, and for accepting evil into your body. Blame was the first step. To accept the blame for being evil would have broken the spell of these torturers.
Even as your savior was searching for you in the desert, you were being accused of witchcraft, or worse, of being a whore of Satan. Forming in your mind was the sentence, “I am myself.” It was a strange wording of a simple truth, but it was all you had.
The name you were given was taken away, and the demeaning name of a female demon was used from that moment on. Harsh sounding syllables with no meaning you could find. If you did not respond to this name, a pain so great it could not be recognized was attached to the silence. Silence was soon enough changed to screaming acknowledgment of your new name.
Your distinct way of speaking was so distracting to these men that they thought you surely would inflict evil upon them by speech alone. Thus the next step was to slice off pieces of your tongue whenever you spoke at all. Soon there was no speech possible.
You found another way to communicate – by reaching out with your mind, which came to be the trademark of your communication from then on. This started fear flowing through the veins of anyone who was strong enough to be in your presence, a sure sign of possession. Seeing this was easy for you.
In the beginning of your imprisonment, you were sure you would be found innocent. This kept you always trying to explain yourself to anyone who would walk past your cage. Soon, without a tongue, you muttered sounds that were all too familiar in this prison, sounds of the insane. The impact of your stilled speech was not enough. You would be silenced.
Through a procedure thought to be the cutting of the strings that connected the voice with its human amplification of sound, your throat was sliced, just enough to sever the vocal cords. How you ever survived this without infection we call a miracle. But to those who did the work, they were simply right in their decision, for God maintained this by allowing you to live for their work to continue.
A broken leg or a broken neck mattered not. It only mattered that your eyes remained able to witness your own execution, piece by piece.
The day you looked into the eyes of your accusers and spoke without language was the day torture took on a deeper meaning.
This commentary from Winifred arrived in the morning email. Her esoteric insights (tho written 12+ years ago and received by happenstance – defying all mce) “) seemed appropriate to this tale …
“The exit from the cave is through Hell. From here we pass back through the now-well-lit tunnels of (-t) © Reverse Time to collect the wisdom-treasures of solution, carefully laid as paving stones, back to our Homecoming in the FUTURE-PAST, laid for our redemption, as we passed further into the spiritual outer darkness of (+t) to the place where there is no god-light from the Central Sun.
Please note: Retort data from the “Realm of Darkness” against the birth of the “Child of Light” is to kill all the firstborn children of the IS – RA – EL LITES… esoterically speaking of course. [IS = Isis, RA = Sun, EL = Elohim]
But the FORESHADOWING of the whole earth play as the Light Beam issues from SOLAR LOGOS is ACCURATE in all those places where no HUMAN DISTORTION has bent THE LIGHT WAVES.
The shortest route to get back on track is PHILOSOPHY and its divine mate PSYCHOLOGY. For these paths combine to shape the DESTINY (555) of each Human Psyche or Infinite Selfhood …
As we move into the ideal Republic of Genesis II at Plane 13:13, both the “Living” and the “Dead” get a vote, for we are ONE PEOPLE, ONE GLOBAL REPUBLIC, ONE COSMIC THOUGHT.”
comments from twitter/soulinflight:
This is where the rollercoaster goes over the top.
And it’s a long way down.